you're welcome and yea ^^ the expression is always the best part for me with art. I love seeing what others do..I even comment on stuff that isn't my style or something but yea I really do like your art.
I'm incapable of judging your work, but I think I understand that feeling. I also feel embarrassed when I read my wrtting before, want to revice them again and again. I told myself that's because I get older and my mind changes better (or worse? whatever). People always say "parctice make perfect", even though you couldn't know how perfect you'll make, at least you could enjoy writting things.
Your not incapable of judging people or me at all Mick.
In fact I think your very capable of judging other people or me but choose not to do so.
It is easy for we as human beings to judge others.
Yeah sometimes I do get embarrassed by what I write but I enjoy it too.
It gets so frursrating becase I miss all these simple errors when I write something then post it.
I don't even notice half the errors I have in one story/fan fiction until I've posted it.
It gets annoying and frustrating to me.
In fact right now I'm getting very sick and tired of the stupid fluff M rated fluff I've writing.
Don't ask me why....
But I long to be sadistic and cruel to Hagi fan faction for no good reason whasoever.
For some strange reason I love to see or read or write about Hagi suffering in any type of pain he can get himself into willingly or not.
To me Hagi is nothing short of breathe taking and a stunning vision of beauty itself when Hagi is in any type pain sexual pain or being raped.
To me Hagi screams ukeish.
Hagi is utterly rapeable it's not funny.
Anyone of Diva's chevaliers could take Hagi down with ease raping torturing and tormenting the poor man for years on end and irony here is no one ask questions as to why or even raise an eyebrow or even bother to care while Saya in one of her thirty year sleeps.
It would be just so damned easy for me write something like that happening to poor Hagi its not even funny.
I enjoy Hagi in almost any type of pain.
I enjoy it when Hagi is bloodied beaten tortured tormented or raped by anyone.
Though I prefer Solomon or Nathan.
But most I prefer Solomon.
As long as Hagi can't or won't die I could careless what happens to him or his poor sweet sweet body.
Peole can do their wrost in fanart or fan fiction to Hagi and I wouldn't care
In fact I'd encourage it.
I prefer Solomon and Nathan as Hagi tormentors but mainly I prefer Solomon.
I enjoy Hagi in almost extreme type of pain as it doesn't kill him.
I know for a fact I'm not the only Blood+ fan out there who loves seeing Hagi in any type of pain.
There are lots of people who enjoy their beloved characters from whatever anime show cartoon show T.V. show book or game in the same type of ways I prefer Hagi if not wrose.
I'm just more 'open' and 'loud' about my 'certain' tastes than others might expect from someone like me.
I have a few unfinished unposted and poorly edited stories I won't post publish online where Hagi is raped beatn tortured tomernted and hurt repeatedly and rentlessly by Solomon and Nathan with no mercy or end in sight for Hagi.
As I said before I can be quite shy about what I write publish or post online.
Don't let me fool you Mick.
On the outside I'm very nice sweet polite and well mannered a liitle nervous shy and anti socail type of person to just about anyone I meet.
Incuding common people I meet strangers on the street.
However on the inside when I write I can become very uncaring sadistic cold hearted unmericful and cruel to those I write about in fan fiction without a second thought.
I feel nothing when I write that way.
I feel nothing bad when I write that way.
All I feel is a huge rush of excitment and a instant rush of sexual arousal when writing that way.
But that's it.
That's all I feel.
Otherwise I don't feel a damned thing when I write.
Unfortantly as much as I hate to say it I love picking on Hagi the most in fan fiction.
Hagi is so utterly rapeable in fanart or fan fiction.
So you see Mick you can judge me easily based on what I've told you here and now.
What I just wrote and telling you about I am and how I can be when I write you could judge me very very easily with little to no effort invovled.
You are a human being Mick.
And as a human being it is our natrure to judge others.
Even if we won't admit it to ourselves and we do tend to judge others.
I like what I like.
Which happens to the heavy hardcore yaoi I'm already heavily into now.
And you like what you like.
If you judge me
Whether it's good or bad I honestly won't care.
I've been judged since the moment I was born and learned to ingonre it since then.
If you think I'm sick gross a or perverted or whatever that's fine.
You can think what you will or want of me of me even if you won't admit it.
I honestly don't and won't care if you think badly of me based on what I just told you about myself.
If you're cool with my kinks/fetishes and how I write then that's cool too.
I gave up what people think of me long ago.
Anyhow it's 2:21 a.m. P.S.T. right now.
I've got to wake my boyfriend up so we can do dishes and then go to bed.
Anyhow I hope you have nice morning.
God bless you Mick.
I hope the rest of your morning is very pleasent and wonderfully blesed rest of your morning.
Why should I do that, judging people? Especially you didn't do anything hurt and I'm not your boss or teacher or something. I don't wanna waste my time on this.
Your behavior is not as unnormal as you think, at least I saw many people like you on internet. If you are, I already stop to talk to you. Hey, I've little scared even by Haji, remember? There is nothing to shame or guilt for it. Why do I have to shame or guilt for what I think or write or draw? If it have to, 50% people of the world should suicide already.
In fact, I didn't talk about judging 'you', Mary. I talked about your writting. Maybe I should say 'criticize' it. But as I said, my English is absolutely not good enough to do the job that'd make me like a fool.